Frustrated!
I've been sitting here trying to reply to comments, private messages, and email and my frickin' internet connection is down. I hope I don't lose this, too! So, thoughts running through my head real quick are:
- I stayed up late last night catching up on Ruby and Lipstick Jungle. I'm so hooked on both of those shows. But give me a show I'm not hooked on! LOL TV rules my life. Its kind of sad. Which is why I should warn you that I may not be on the computer as much with all the new shows coming back on this week!
- I'm so excited about The Bachelor tonight!! I wonder if Deana and Jessie are still together?
- I've set my DVR for Oprah's Best Life series starting today. I'm giving her another chance to get in my good graces for not letting me be in her audience... not her exactly, just the stupid reservation line always being busy and never having availability. I'm going to try to watch everyday and either do arm weights & sit ups or fold laundry while its on.
- We froze our asses off at tennis last night!!! We were the only ones out there! 12 courts and we're the only idiots out there braving the freezing cold for an hour. Actually, I think we gave up after 50 minutes. It was good to get out again!!
- We went out for pizza after tennis. I actually had a lovely, gorgeous, delicious salad with all kinds of great veggies on it, a bowl of minestrone soup, and only ONE piece of pizza!!! I don't think I've ever only had one piece of pizza!! Even still, my dinner was like 800 calories. I burned enough to earn it, so its ok.
- Weigh in is tomorrow. I have no idea what to expect. I haven't weighed myself since New Years Day and I was really bad that day so I probably messed up. I've been pretty good since then, though. The scale could be up, could be down, could be the same.
- My youngest daughter went back to school today! Yay! Tomorrow everyone goes back to work/school and I will have my house to myself. OMG, its been too long. I can't wait to just chill out and listen to the peace and quiet!!
- Its raining! I love the rain. I actually might be running in the rain today!
- I have two tennis dates this week already. I'm so excited about all the emails going around--everyone has been on long breaks cuz of the holiday, rain, etc.




Or I get a manicure if I win, etc. I think its nice to have him back in the game. It really helped me lose weight in the first place. There will be a more significant final reward, but that is TBD.
All I know is that I've been a huge slacker and its time for me to be on fire.
I immediately went running, ate 100% on plan Saturday, and the scale said 156 on Sunday. I have officially gained 21 of the 45 pounds that I lost. First it was a 10 pound gain, then 15, but 20? 21? OMG. I am not comfortable admitting this to you guys, but Zed42 suggested that honesty is the best policy. And I couldn't agree more! I was hovering at 150-152 and thinking, oh, the 140's are just a few pounds away, no biggy, I can lose it....but when 160 started getting closer to my seeing the 140's again....I can no longer deny the truth.
Thanks. 